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02:46pm 06/09/2004
  Why can't one thing in my life go right..........  
     
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so i grab the shark by his thick as thorat and said   
11:33am 04/09/2004
  school started. kinda scared cause i need this semester to be the best ever if i want to play hockey next year for the 49ers. went to go surfing the other day and at like 7 it was super windy. i was sad. talked to andrew last night. i need to go up there soon. visit all the little hunnies up there. u know who u are. and then robbie, k money, travis, big phil, brian, the south african jew guy. big d hood cause he is a fucking pimp. anyways have to go back to work laytros  
     
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12:48pm 29/08/2004
 
music: Young Buck-Bang Bang
oye....
so happy cause i just got certified as a hockey ref, and i am coaching a youth hockey program. i just got my roster and we practice on saturdays. the kids are so fun. they are all still learning to play while some are really good. i got to pick my team and we are gonna go to the playoffs. sad to say that all the teams make playoffs when they are 7 and 8 but its okay. i can't wait to get out there with them and show them what to do. i just started working at starbucks too. which means i have three paying jobs and one i do for fun. the coaching is for fun. plus school starts on monday. i don't know if i will manage so i might quit at circuit city. its boring here. i wish i was surfing right now that would be fun. instead i work all day. first cc then starbucks. i so want to go see "Hero".i think i will go tomorrow i don't know tho
 
     
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04:27pm 20/05/2004
  the greatest sport to me has finally affected my life. i got a concussion on tuesday night. but don't worry i got a couple of good punches in after. this is definitely the worst thing to happen to me. Phoenix trip is coming soon so stoked. i keep hoping things start to work with the new girl. wish some of the old girls would stop and say hello to me. just kinda curious how they are doing....... summer is finally here which means i am working my ass off to get my own place. which means party every night next year. stuck house sitting in the mtns. all alone. no body wanted to come with me the view is so nice tho. damn me for leaving the digi in lbc. gonna go now. need more sleep says the doc. wish he could give me something for the mad pains in the head. school is over. fucking damn right. poor people who have to stay in for like another month. i must go visit them. need some time to see my friends. need some time to see the fam. need some time to start my life.  
     
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01:07pm 18/05/2004
  i am bored am updating. this past weekend was craz. no words to explain. girl, best friends, good food. littest man band. danielle bday. so much happened in such little time. 6 days of drinking. cause i know tonite after game is 7. paper due in about 48 hours. just started. saying hi to all my lj friends that i haven't talk to in a while. summer in lbc starting end of week. i have offically start my training on becoming a beach bum. went my first day with out shoes. craz is the new word. not really new but bring it around. and the dance i can't remember what greg called it but its awesome. paper no more lj bye  
     
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11:21pm 14/02/2004
  i wish i could cry, it sucks that i cant cry  
     
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thinking   
07:18pm 08/02/2004
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what i'm back   
11:57am 07/02/2004
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11:23am 20/01/2004
  the gift of life is the best thing a person can give to you. maybe that is why we feel so bad when it is taken from a loved one or even from us. to say that love is the only thing that last forever. make a human want to cry forever. sometimes you feel like your so alone. then sometimes you feel like you can't control. i say to grab a friend and listen to their story, friends can be all important glory. take my hand as we start this journey. its about time to make it last. life is so free but yet we love to be tied down. can't you see that when its just you and me. the world can't bring us down. your mom can't feel you with sorrow, and my dad can't control my life. its time we started on this journey. cause girl it got to be all about you and me.


there was once a time. when i thought i couldnt live without you. someone said if she is worth it then don't give up. well after all this time. i am over you, so all i gotta say is fuck you. this time i am moving on, and now i got my relief. i don't have to think of what could have been. cause all you are is a cheating whore. this time there will be no next time this time i got my ease. so just walk away cause all i am going to say is fuck you girl. and if u want i can scream it out. to all the world how much u hurt me. and how much now i hate you, so walk away cause there ain't no tomorrow fuck you girl fuck you.
 
     
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01:08pm 10/12/2003
  this week is finally over. did i ever say how much i like college. they have some trippy ass stuff you can do to bring up your GPA without taking a class over. so awesome. two down two to go. happy. friends are almost back to the LBC which makes my life a lot more productive. SNOWBOARD CREW '04
If u want to join the video comment

Riders:
Andrew Parkin
Pat Libben(spelling might be off)
Paul Sherrin
Jeff "Russell" Allen

after this today, no more school for a while, no more lj for a while. a lot more hanging out, hockey, friends, partys, and etc. miss all the SB crew and those douchbags up at UOP, and the stragglers at CSUCI. cant leave out my LBCC kids and the CSULB freaks. Happy to be home. o and then all those out-of-staters.
 
     
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03:06pm 08/12/2003
  Finals suck  
     
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02:11pm 01/12/2003
  saw friends  
     
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04:28pm 26/11/2003
  Life

Good

Peace out
 
     
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hung over   
06:51pm 19/11/2003
  wow last night we got the W and i was super happy. then i drank so freakin much i feel asleep in my car cause i didn't wanna drive home, wow i was super hammarred last night. its not even funny. i dropped a beer i was so drunk and i didn't care. cause we just went and got fourty's rght after. then i saw pictures of the girl my friend is trying to hook me up with. she is hot definitly, now i just want to get to know her cause she could be psycho but i am hopeing for the best. even tho i still have a crush on the girl that is hooking us up. but i think if her friend is anything like her i am gonna jock her too. it will be good to have someone for the holidays too cause u know that shit comes aroudn and all. going to snowboard at brickenridge. super awesome my mom rules. i love her some much. she is such a sweet heart. i am talking to her now. makes me happy. o and i am super hung over still from last night we were out until 5 and school does not help me recover. it was so hardcore this mourning.  
     
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04:24pm 17/11/2003
 
mood: crazy
music: Jonny Cash singing a U2 song.
santa barbara this past weekend was crazy. robbie thanks for the fun times. steele thanks for the long talk, mei(said like my, cause i think it sounds cooler that way) thanks for the funniest night of my life, never would have imagined a manichean was going to hang out with us all night long. and to everyone else i say that night. thanks. hockey game tomorrow hope the ankle feels better by then. rolled it walking home at three in the mourning on saturday, peace out

ps parkin that cd rules thanks fool
 
     
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10:39am 12/11/2003
  another let down. its the third time this week and it doesn't get easier.... i am starting to get worried we are 0-1-2-0 in the past three games and i have racked up a total of 7 points in those games. but something doesn't feel right about that. we are winless and three weeks and now probably four. we are going up against the number two team bull shit bullshit NEXT week come to a hcokey game at 910pm at lakewood it will be super fun i promise. shit i will probably fall over like i did in this past game.  
     
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04:18pm 10/11/2003
  Game tomorrow night Lakewood at 910 come or don't come. come on boys lets get a W cause i really need one.  
     
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11:58am 05/11/2003
  last night's game quakes 6
c donkeys 7

such a heart breaker but i am becoming a good player again
i went a two game drought when i first joined the team but now from last night i got three points.!! i was super happy. my first point came on a break away i had. i out skated the defence around the outside came in on the goalie from the left side and over to the right droped it back to my trailer and boom goal. so i got an assist for that. then my next point was me and temkin breaking in two on one and he feed me this beautiful pass that i barried in the left lower corner for a one timer goal. then my last point was controversial but they all seem to be in a hockey game. a shot came by me and i tipped it in. but i gave it to the guy who shot cause i barely got anything on it. and instead the ref gave me an assist. i don;t remember even touching the puck but well yay i guess i did whatever. anyways three tough points. so happy. i am gonna be this teams go to guy. haha like always peace
 
     
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12:29pm 27/10/2003
 
mood: cold
music: sick as a dog o wait thats how i feel
wishful thinking )
 
     
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hockey   
11:45am 22/10/2003
 
mood: frustrated
music: typing
Had a game last night but no one should up. i was sad but also got over it. we lost last night. it was heartbreaking. cause the goals they scored, where horrendous. and shouldn't have counted. there was this one that should have been an icing call and it hits off our goalies stick and went into the net. i was just like u have to be kidding me. also there were some easy plays the goalie just let go. i was super pissed. cause i wanted to win. my line tho was doing good. we had two of our three goals. and i was stoked to be on the ice when we scored. i hope someone will come to my next game. its Tuesday night at 9:10pm at Glacial gardens in lakewood. most of the time the team buys beer after the game and we sit around till about 1 in the mourning and drink. so chill. all the guys are nice too they all think i am a good player. shit i suck but whateva fools. i had a couple of chances to capitalize and i blew it. also i made a couple of nice passes. and some bad ones. i hope i get a goal soon. i need to just get a point. that would be nice. that way i can stand out from the guys. instead of just being one of those players. i am gonna play thursday, for fun. unless i have bronchitis, cause if i have that then i am gonna die. i can't have that shit. i hear it hurts alot. stupid mom getting me sick and not ordering my digi yet. o well so thats what i did last night, now at school bored completely talk to u gguys latyro
 
     
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